Friday, October 30, 2009

我是真正的快乐!

有人说,当你真正爱上一个人的时候,你最期望的,就是希望她快乐。看到她快乐,你就会快乐了...

我曾经怀疑过这个看法,难道真的有人能够做到吗?假设她拒绝了你,你还会快乐吗?

想想看,如果她勉强跟你在一起,她当然不会觉得快乐。这样的话,为了要避免她不快乐,那你就得接受事实,让她做她想做的事。

以前的我无法理解,觉得被拒绝肯定是很伤心的。

现在事情发生在我身上了,奇怪的是,我好像懂得她并不喜欢我。过后当我得到一个肯定的答案了,我也没怎么特别的难过。好像已经心里准备好了似的,很快就正常起来了。而且还有一种打从心底祝福她快乐的感觉。

这感觉来得很自然。好神奇哦...

过后因为我有少许想改变自己的念头,我开始释放自己,想变得开心一点,想做什么就做什么。再也没有那么考虑人家对我的看法,不要再有Inferiority Complex 的特征,要乐观,要快乐。

过后她感受到了。她向我道歉,她说她很对不起我,问我还好吗?觉得我好像受不了刺激变了另外一个人似的。而我也跟她解释了,但是不晓得她相不相信...

虽然偶尔还会想着她,但是其实我真的没什么了...

现在的我, 只期望她不要再过意不去,她并没有做错了些什么。我还想跟她谈天,还想当她的朋友。

希望她好好珍惜她的生活,快快乐乐地度过每一天。

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Reborn of a Sad Man...

Sad man has chose to restructure his thought... How would he become then...?


Friends of him... please help him add colors to his life...

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Back...

I'm back... don't know how to explain this... i myself also confused by myself... contradicting myself... I will just continue walking and see what is ahead of me next...

Sunday, October 11, 2009

The End of The "Thoughts of a LGM Drummer"

After all that has happened... it is time to put an end for it...

As effective of this date of the post... i will resign as the chief of drummers... and i will also stop performing and teaching... this marks the end of my journey in LitleGras Music...

This is really hard for me... but guess there's no choice...

Fellow drummers... sorry because i left you guys with all the responsibilities... now you all have to teach more frequently since i won't be there to teach anymore... the most difficult thing for me to let go is you all... apparently teaching has been the large part of the time i spent here in LitleGras... I'm very proud to have seen you guys grow from nothing till became a prominent drummer for LitleGras... It is really amazing... having u all is like having many children... KokChoy, Arthur, KokYou, YeiHan, EngChang, PengKer, KahChun, HuiMin, and HuiYien... seeing you all developed and keep improving is really of great satisfaction... I feel very lucky to have able to share my drumming experience with you guys... keep drumming though...

Forgive me on anything that i have done wrong... Really sorry to cause you all the troubles... Perhaps LitleGras will be a better club without my presence...

I will become an ordinary university student and will be sitting on audience seat and enjoy the concert you all bring to this USM Engineering Campus... Guess that is not a bad experience either...

Friday, October 2, 2009

是时候了吗?

啊!天啊!好累... 我要快乐!但快乐为何那么难寻觅?

我很容易不满发生在我身边的事。总是得不到满足。可能因为这样我得不到快乐。

我想我生病了。脑袋有问题了!

没多少人懂我在想些什么。想的东西太复杂了吧!

没多少人懂得如何跟我沟通。我的脸孔太纳闷了吧!

啊!天啊!太累了... 不值得呀!

为了它,我失去太多了!

每天都在付出,等待如愿以偿的一天。

它到底会出现吗?

又有多少人能跟着我的步伐和我一起走呢?

要停止这一切吗?

当没有人懂得珍惜你的时候,留下还有何意义?