This is how i feel

Tomorrow company driver is not available for me. It means i have to take public transport to get to work.

Gosh... have to wake up an hour earlier.

Well... never mind.

Sometimes as i sit in the bus, looking at the streets, the sceneries, the vehicles passing by, the pedestrians and many other tiny details, i feel calmed while being in a state of thoughtlessness. Just thinking about nothing at all for the whole journey.

Not only during my way back and forth between my place of stay and company. I also spend quite a lot of time traveling by boat everyday. Departing from my company's yard to job site, which takes about 40 minutes.

Everyday... just like that. About 3 hours plus minus.

Just like that... traveling from one place to another.

Do you feel emo reading this post?

I feel empty. Simply empty. Emo-ed...

I wanna be in love again. I have no idea when will it happen to me again.

I'm waiting. Just waiting. Doing nothing to make it happen.

Friends, send someone to love me. I need to rest in arms.

I feel old...

I feel sleepy...

Is time to sleep i guess...